One morning, while I was still in bed, my 8-year-old son walked in my room and started crying. Afraid he was in some type of distress, I asked him in a groggy voice what was wrong. He told me that he spilled the grits. I realized that he attempted to start making breakfast on his own. I told him that I appreciated him taking the initiative to try to cook breakfast, but that he can’t use the stove without adult supervision because it’s not safe. Then, we finished cooking breakfast together.
My son’s attempt at making breakfast on his own mirrors what we often do as children of God. We like to be independent and do things on our own because we think we can handle it. Why bother God when we don’t have to? Then, we make a mess of things and come running to God when we realize that we actually do need help. Thankfully, God hears our cries for help. He doesn’t hold it against us that we didn’t come to him initially.
I called to the LORD in my distress, and I cried to my God for help. From his temple he heard my voice, and my cry to him reached his ears.
Psalm 18:6 (CSB)
For you, Lord, are kind and ready to forgive, abounding in faithful love to all who call on you. LORD, hear my prayer; listen to my plea for mercy. I call on you in the day of my distress, for you will answer me.
Psalm 86:5-7 (CSB)
God you are the One who is always able to help me. Forgive me for trying to be self-reliant. I need you. Thank you for being forgiving, loving, and merciful and hearing my calls for help.